Double Whammy

My beta HCG is down to 4, so hopefully my period isn't far off. Cramps continue, and my breasts are no longer yelling at me to put my bra on before my undies.

Good news? My Dr says that I do NOT need to skip a cycle before I try again. Hurray! I was benched for most of last summer due to cervical surgery (LEEP), and did NOT want to do that again this year. I mean honestly, who doesn't want to spice up the 'obligatory' aspect of trying to get pregnant with some camping fun? >:)

Sick as a dog with the flu Kevin, my DH, so kindly passed along to me. It might be a blessing that my betas, if they were going to anyway, dropped when they did; Kevin would shoot himself if my fever, courtesy of him, caused problems.

I am *supposed* to be on a medieval reenactment camping trip this weekend, where I was *supposed* to teach spinning, and *hoping* to get rid of a bunch of stuff from my studio a la the 'Clean Sweep' process we are doing slowly but surely. It is raining anyway, but this is the anniversary event of where/when DH and I had lightning strike our friendship and turn it into our partnership only last year. Between rain, his ex-wife, and my flu though, not to mention our continueing miscarriage process, both physical and psychological, I don't really mind not being there! Also, just found out that Open Studios is this weekend, and I'm too sick to go to that either. Bummer!

Ah well - we'll get there. I've been really touched by the comments and support folks have sent my way this week - I had no idea so many people even read this! Thanks SO much. I am an early riser, and DH is not. Having your voices of support at a time of day when I daren't call for fear of waking the world has meant a lot to me these last few days. I appreciate you all!!!!